Rupert

It was really shocking to know the news that John Nash, one of the greatest mathematicians ever, died in a car accident days ago. I had heard of the name from watching the movie "A Beautiful Mind" and that's why I knew parts of the so called "game theory." Maybe the most parts of the theory he studied were the Nash Equilibrium and the Prisoners' Dilemma. However, he had suffered from paranoid schizophrenia that caused him to see illusions every now and then.

I had watched the movie years ago and was fascinated by the plots as the actor saw illusions and talked to them as if they were real. Sometimes I thought to myself that some geniuses are alone because no one would understand them. Some even couldn't fit in the world so that others alienated them, those geniuses. So I think it is good to be unique and strange when having extraordinary thoughts and deeds. Even I would do something weird. Do you know what I mean?

lyric everyday:

There were days when each hour was a war I fought to survive.

There were nights full of nightmares and I dreaded closing my eyes.

Owl City- Ember